processing grief

I picked up my

Race for the Cure packet today

Was totally fine

Got my little bag

my shirts (I bought the tech T)

Walked over to a table of

Pink Ribbon stuff

and

lost it

like

crying lost it

I just turned and D was right there

I cried into his chest for a few minutes

my poor kids were like

what’s wrong with mom?

I don’t know where that came from

Same thing happened the first time

We went to the ocean after my dad died

I sure process grief weird

I don’t like to be normal I guess